chelsea! why did you read it?? THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED 'PRIVATE ENTRY'...that wasn't meant for anybody to read, EVER! now i'm so embarrassed that you DID read it! and you probably read my other one 'day dreamer' which is even MORE embarrassing! now i don't know if i can trust you! of course ur still my true friend, but you've lost some of my trust. :'(