*a little fun*

Feeling: torn
hey! well today was pretty cool i guess. jo and grammy were there when i woke up. i woke up to the sound of my mom and grammy's voice cuz my mom was showing grammy my rats. so after i fed aqua...oh crap i gotta feed him really quick........ok bak, so anyways...after i fed him i went downstairs and saw jo....his hair is HUGE!! i didn't expect it to be that big...lol. well then everybody went out to wal*mart but me and jo stayed home alone. all we did was well i took a shower first before anything...then we just sat in my room talking, listenin' to music, and i was on the computer doin' terragen. oh and that's something my dad downloaded last nite on my computer. it's a thing where you can make realistic geographic features. it looks exactly like a pic...and i've made 3...but only 2 are really good. i wish i could figure out how to put it on my entries...i tried something but it didn't work. poo. well i mite make it my top_left pic. so anyways... they came home w/ a bunch of groceries. whenever grammy comes up, we get lots of food and stuff. it's cool! also she buys alot of fruit which i love. so anyways....kathy called and invited me to go to the mall w/ her...so of course i said yes...and she said that we could go to claire's and i could get my phone key chain thingy. so i went at 4 and got 3 of them...a pair of sterling silver hoop earrings...and a new watch...i love all my stuff except that i'm like completely broke now...i hate being broke. so anyways...oh yeah, me and kathy passed some dresses in belk and i was saying how pretty they were and how grammy was gonna buy my prom dress. and she said isn't that next year? and i said no, not unless i get a date...and she said oh you'll have no problem w/ that...and i was like 'yeeaahhh riiite...' and she said really briana you'll have no problem w/ that. so idk...i mean if i couldn't get but 1 b/f the whole middle school, how will i get a b/f the first year of high school???? ugh, this sux b/c since i'm not used to having b/f i SUCK when it comes to boys :'( so idk if kathy knows wut she's talking about...plus i'm ugly...i'll look sooo much better w/ a new haircut(which i'm gettin' this summer), contacts(gettin' next christmas maybe), and a little make-up (which i'm not good w/). *sigh* well i'm gonna go work on terragen. i guess i'll put up mine as a top_left. so bye, lyl!
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Well..If you talk to guys more...You'll get used to them more...You need to open up a little bit...You're not shy...You're just scared that people won't like you...But the people that don't like you...Are the people that don't matter...That's what I've figured out...If someone doesn't like me...Then I just know they don't matter so then I move on to something else...Maybe you should try that...

Also can you PLEASE measure Jo's hair for me :)
I mean measure it with an actual ruler or something with actually inches...lol...THANKIES!!

-Chelsea