hey...*sigh*. why didn't my mom just stop having kids after me?! if i didn't have brothers i'd be a heck of a lot happier than i am now!! cuz well rite now graham has to go to the middle school for his registration and to get his schedule...*sigh*. well i wanted to go cuz i want to see my school again and see if i see any of my teachers. well i can't go b/c i have to stay home and watch noah...and my mom won't bring him b/c noah always runs around and bothers her and she needs to concentrate on wut she's filling out for graham. UGH!! so i'm stuck here w/ noah and my dad...jo got to go. it's so unfair! and why am i such a nervous wreck about high school...and even pack prowl?? i think it's b/c i think that during one of the games i'm going to make a fool out of myself...i always worry about stuff like that :-(...it sux to have a life where i'm always worrying about literally EVERYTHING! and that's NOT exageration. i need help. i wish that pack prowl was just hanging out w/ ur friends and getting a tour of the school...no games. my friends and even jo keep asking me why i'm so scared to go to high school...and it's hard to explain why i'm so scared...nobody would understand :-( well gonna go, bye bye, lyl!