*tricked*

Listening to: 104.7
Feeling: moodless
UGH, I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS! that whole ghost thing was arielle and chelsea playing a frickin' trick on me....i should've known....i'm so f*ckin' stupid for believing that i was actually talking to a ghost. I'M SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!! but the whole time i asked them 'r u sure it wasn't you' they kept saying 'yes i'm sure, it was not us'.....UGH!!!!!!!! it's also embarrasing b/c dude i actually started shaking and gettin' freaked out....i mean i was severely shaking...and gettin' all worked up about it. i don't know wut i'm feeling rite now, so i put mixed...angry of course!! OMG I DO NOT KNOW WUT TO SAY....the best thing that happened to me, turned to the worst....and the most hurt. and i should've known it was them too b/c chelsea kept saying 'well what if it WAS us playing a joke on you...?' ok well i just don't know wut else to say...i'm so confused. idk if i should be mad or not......b/c she KNEW that she would have to confess later on and that i WOULD get mad at her....but noooo, she went rite along w/ wut arielle was telling her to do other than thinking about how her best friend mite feel. sometimes i just don't know about you chelsea...but i can't see myself not being your friend.
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Dude, I told you, the whole time we were doing that (if you even read my entry very well) I was thinkin about whether or not I should tell you and all that stuff...The more and more I went the more and more I felt bad and today I just broke...I am happy that you can't see us not being friends...I can't either...That's why when I fuck up so bad...I feel so bad..hopefully we can just chill out and try something we haven't in a long time...
Actually we've never tried this...just start our friendship ALL the way over...In a way...If you want to try and start 100% all over...I'm all for it..because I've fucked up so many times with your trust and our friendship...I'll do anything to gane it all back again...Just remember..I love you...a lot! bye.


-Chelsea