*case of the mondays* haha stole that from Office Space.. good movies... anyway I was up pretty late last night :-/ unfortunitly... so i was sleeping in school every chance I got... today I got home listened to music... Went to Brendans to skate with him and Pat and then back here and listened to more music... Thats my whole day.. exciting right ? I don't know... i just feel like i bring everyone down with my crappy moods... And I just make people feel like shit for whatever stupid reason.. I don't know .. I need to be more optimistic...I gota stop looking at all the shity stuff and look at the good things in life that I should be thankfull to have...I just feel like a huge asshole sometimes.. -So proud they can't admit when they've made a mistake- I just want someone to walk infront and I'll follow the leader.. Like when I fell under the weight of a schoolboy crush.. Started carying her books and doing lots of drugs... I almost forgot who I was.. I know I should be brave but I'm just too afraid of all this change sorry about all the bright eyes quotes.. Conor just writes such beautiful words that can always express how I feel