i dont even know anymore

Listening to: Little Yellow Box
Feeling: depressed
I AM SO WORRIED ABOUT THE FUTURE
I don't know where my life is going now. Same thing every day I dont know what is what and who is who I'm soo scared about where i'm going to be down the road.. I wish i was a kid
no worries no worries
So life? what is it thats what i wonder thats what i wonder thats what i wonder about i wonder about life
life life life life life
i needed to get some things off my chest every day same day same old day same old day over and over I have to get this out Give me empathy I don't know I DON'T know but honestly my past makes me sad my future makes me worried and now, now I am just content I guess alive and well more so alive than well MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC
music
thats all i can think about without going crazy but even music makes me a bit crazy certain music triggers memories
memories = past past = sadness
so what did i accomplish in this post nothing but I wonder about wondering about wondering I wonder whats left to wonder too many thoughts for such a weak mind
WHERE IS LOVE NOW??
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i never really thought about the future before. & reading your entry made me think.

it's actually scary.


music is amazing though. :]


sorry for this pointless comment.


<--the exit. :] oh. i think.