Wasting away..

Listening to: Silverstein
Feeling: dead
AHH MOTHER FUCKER!! I just updated this mother fucking peice of shit and I took a mad long time doing it and fucking it erased it god damn it...well i guess I'm just gana do it all over agian... Ok so like I said I am going to update this more but I always put it off and I don't know why.. its not like i do anything.. i go to school then come home then just stay in my room all day and go downstairs like once to eat then back up here.. o well who cares im just wasting away... So umm Thursday was school as usual.. me, shaggy, christian, and jon left gym and went to shaggys locker to get these mad good cookies and they were good and all but we needed a milk so we went to the milk machine to get one and they ate one of our dollors so we went to the lunch ladies to report it and there was nobody in there for a minute so christian hopped in there snagged a yohoo and got back out just as the lady came out...pretty sneaky.. "You guys are fucking cookie monsters" haha... anyways so then after school shaggy came over and we went over to pats and joe and him were just sitting around so me and shaggy went and got some tacos at taco bell and then we went up to his house and played halo2 for a couple of hours then he brought me home and i ate dinner and then went to my room and umm i dont know why but i stayed up till about 5:30 i wasnt planning on going to sleep but my body was tired so i layed down and i fell asleep and woke up a couple hours later for school... Friday- School.. uhh I dont think anything exciting happened there... Umm then I got home and sat around for a bit and then ate some dinner and then I went over to adans at about 6 and skated for a little and then we went up the the chinese place to get his money cause he worked there for a couple of house but the chinese guy wouldnt give him his money and adan was like why not i worked two hours last week and the guy was like you didnt do any work and adan was like i washed the dishes and the guy was like but you did it wrong and we had to wash them all over agian.. haha mad funny.. cheep ass chinese people.. So we left there and went up to Robs house and Jon was already there and you know what we did haha.. then we went inside and watched how high.. haha mad funny movie.. then we went outside agian and walked to the 4 diamonds mad fucking cold out... and our lighters were all sucky and it was windy so fuck... then walked back to robs and watched the rest of the movie and then walked home... then when i got home all my brothers friends were there and as soon as i got inside i grabbed the bag of chips and they were like you got the munchies dont you ? haha anyway so i hung out for a bit then finally i went upstairs and passed out.. Saturday- Woke up and went to my lesson then got home and sat around for a bit... then shaggy and joe came by and asked if i wanted to go to shaggys and play some halo2 but i said no and that i would come later... Adan asked me if i wanted to go to robs but i figured there would be nothing to do so i declined.. Then later joe and shaggy came back and they had christian with them and told me to come with them but i said no because i didnt eat my dinner yet and i was hungry but would have my mom bring me later.. so i ate but then my mom left so i had no transportation up to shaggys.. so i was reduced to my room and bored as fuck.. Then Chris called me up and told me to go to Robs but i was like i dunno.. the not even 10 seconds later i called back and was like is it allright if i come over and rob was like i dunno theres only like 3 inches left on this L so i was like ok fuck it then.. so then a little bit later Chris calls me up and goes look out your window mad nice car i saw on the way up.. i look outside and him and jon are standing out there.. jon was like yo can we s in ur room im like yeah whatever come up.. so they said the L and J didnt do anything and they had a coupld of buds but those didnt really do anything for us... but then me and jon were battling to this phat ass pac-man beat.. haha mad funny shit.. anyway so after that they left and i chilled in my room for the night then passed out agian... Sunday(today)- Woke up early for me at like 10... then I went and made some $$$.. then I went to Crossgates and got a hat, some gloves, and snow pants and some other misc. stuff and i didnt have to pay for any of it so it was all good... then got home and sat around like i am doing now and right now its quarter of 1 and i have fuckin school tomorrow.. god damn school i hate it.. Humm you would think after like 4 or 5 months of hardly seeing someone who never even really cared about you in the first place would help you forget them? humm o well fuck it who cares... And I miss you, are you glad I'm finally gone? I'm so sorry, to hear that I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry
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Hey buddy...oh I see about the picture....whoever it is he's pretty *_* I can't say much cuz I haven't much time so b-byes.....
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thanks ..i really love ur journal ..that picuter of Conor is beautiful :D ..dashboard is good shit :)
yeahh do u have a screename?

x3*meG
I heart Bright Eyes.

heyy mike B)
im in school :DD just leaving you a comment cuz im a dork like that B) haha u prolly dont care :PPP ohh well ...uhhh you know Jason*Brown dont you? ..could you possibly tell me what kind of person he is :PP lol
i/m me sometime hOp3lesSheartsx3

x3*meG
Where do you live....don't worry I'm not like going to stalk you or anything....just curious, okay byes.
Where do you live....don't worry I'm not like going to stalk you or anything....just curious, okay byes.
OMG! I so love you now. New York is like the absolute coolest place...I. wanna go so bad...okay I'll be your stalker....*_*
mike its meagann....like the diary---duff
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