good idea

by livedb4idied
well i can't even keep track of the days.. its all the same shit day in and out.. I wish I could have just stayed in Florida for the rest of my summer or hell my life.. nothing i would miss here.. i'm invincible i think.. actually.. I'm amazed that im still alive.. i downed probally like 70 pills within 24 hours and nothing happened.. i just got sort of tired.. i sleep like a few hours a night if that.. lets see i hardly eat and what i do eat is junk food.. iv probally smoked my lungs charcoal.. i dont ever get any exercise just sit around.. therefore.. I'm stupid yet invincible.. Shoot me, I dare you
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yeah its a bad habbit....well how old are u and i alreayd no ur anem is mike..mines jackie can i add u to my firends list.
mike mike mike :/ why dont you care about anything anymore?
[Anonymous]
oo k..u smoke..that bad for u..u shud stop..ugh i hate when peoepl smoke..ugh
kool i odtn no if they are close and i dont no egzactly where it is but i saw signss and well yeah..do u have a girl friend i dotn have a bf cuzz well i dumpe dhim cuz z he was way way way over pretective na didn ttrust me and that is so gay..by the way who is that picture of..in the corner of your diary?
well im pretty and well it took me while to actually say it i thought i was ugly but im really not and i have brown eyes too..yup lol ur tall every single one of my boyfriends have been older and taller then me this year ugh lol
by the wya my cuzins live in clifton park in albany i dotn no if u no where taht is but well yeah.
ok kool.. what do u look like? i have brownish blodish hair umm im shor lol 5"1 an din 8th grade and umm.skinny
so do u have aim if you do my sn is Brokenx3dloozer ..so IM me if u can and im not on right now and i wont b on for whiel cuzz im goin on vachtion n the computer doesnt have aim.
omg omg omg...my cuzins live in albany!!!!! hehe
ok kool..so where do u live i live in PA and NY..
omg i like your quote.. you dont cut your wrist do you..ugh i usted to do taht..ugh you shud stopp..i no it is hard but if u do u shud stop it is just worse in the end exspeciallyy if sumoen finds out.
ive been clean for a few years and luckyly my scars went away i over dosed on scar removle cream all my friends gave me sum lol.
and well that just kills me so i have ot get over that and on top of everythign i told my best firend that i still had a bunch of feelings for my other x john n she wnet and dated hims o liek ugh..life sucks..
well i no this was liek really lonngg so yeah.
i felt more liek normal what ever that is..and well i didnt get ove rhim i still liek him i just got used to all teh rejection and well in one more month well less tehn taht i will have liked him for a year and well he is always mean to me on and off and well it still gets me upset i just no how to control my emtions now and well.. he is just wierd he is always fighting wit me and on and off he is happy then mad&well he said he wud never date me
and well his friend said he was gunna dump me so i flipped out and well then he did and i cried for like all the tiem and since then imy emotions were bad and everyoen usta pick on me well the older kids and well he wud always call me a slut or a whore or sumtihn n it wud kill me inside and eevn though i no im not i bielved him and it got worse and worse and like everytime i tried to dat eother peopel it didnt work.and as time past
ok well i just stopped a few montsh ago and started liek in january so it was taht long but it was painful..just liek you things kept mmaking me sad really fast and the worst part is i do fit and well i made my self stand out wit all teh changing i changed the way i looked and acted the clothes i wore. well it was the worse when this kid josh ho i liked for liek ever he dumped me n it was all my fault cuzz i told him to cuzz his friend
i guess im gald u stopped i stopped to..why did u start if i may ask?
i no anpther version of that quote
i would gladly shoot you

but at least you're finally learning that you're the one that makes your life shit
[Anonymous]