I'm staying alive.. kicking and screaming

Listening to: Underoath
Feeling: vain
Hmm.. so last Friday I went over to Adans with chris.. chillled as i always do... then ordered a pizza ate some of that.. had a good time.. gave chris a rug burn and he thought that i broke his arm.. hahaha... Then went home ... and I probally fell asleep.. Saturday got up and went down to the 4 diamonds and met up with Jut, and Chris and we walked around for a little ... then we walked over to Ian, and Mikey and went to chris' house ... then we went to Mikeys... then me and Ian left and walked down to his house.. stayed there for a little bit and then we walked back up to my house and nobody was home.. So me and Ian chilled in my room for a bit listening to some Brand New like the good old days.. Then we went downstairs and got some food and some drinks.. then we chilled a little more then went back downstairs and had some cereal.. and some more food.. WOW!! it took me soooo long to eat i felt fucking retarded.. it was fun tho.. then we watched a fucking goosbumps movie hahahah... mad funny the girl wanted to scare these kids so she bought this mask.. ohh man good times.. then we just watched some tv and stuff and then ian went home and i went up to my room and said i wasnt going to fall asleep but just lay down and rest but of course like always I fell asleep at like 11 or so and woke up at like 2 and there was nothing to do so i just got undressed and went back to sleep.. Sunday.. Umm.. I really dont know what i did.. monday?... tuesday i saw the movie national treasure.. that was pretty good.. wednesday?.. thursday is today and I have done nothing... A cure, but I make it a disease. God take me because I hate me
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If it's really love, then why is it going to end?
I'm sorry, I wish I could say something that would explain the ways of girls, but I can't. Not all girls are like that.

Don't forget, remember it, and cherish it, and then go on and find somebody who will love you more than you thought they could.

You'll find love again. Just believe in it.
Sorry for the cheesiness.
hey mike!

yeah I'm glad im back too......but my entries have been boring lately. hopefulling ill get some drama going soon haha. and if you take a look, you'll notice you have more friends than i do:) hahaha

so you should totally add me to MSN or something if you've got it darling:)

---sam:)
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-Kristy
hey you..i miss youu sooo :(...:)

-eLyCiA
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