misery

Feeling: unworthy
im unsure how i feel. ok. i like this girl kelsey and i cant really like her because i barely know her, her friends and stuff dont like me i think, and i dont think she is into girls or anything like that so ya. i dont like love her or anything i just think she is really pretty and she is super nice and funny. shes like way emo but its cute. ok. my day was ok i guess. i got these red bumps back on my legs but now there is a huge one on my arm and they hurt and last time i got them they got all big and it turned into one huge one and then it got huge like bigger than a dollar and it was full of puss and it was sick and ya. then the doctor popped it and shit it was sick. but ya its like a side affect from my disease. ok. i went to the mall again. as always. i seem to go there alot. its fun. i guess. then i had to go at like 4:00 because i had bass lessons at 4:30 but my dad picked me up way early but then i went back at like 5. then i went home and i found out that my friend katies boyfriend dumped her for me.....but i dont even like him like he likes me. i tink hes just really kewl and nice. but i dont like him like that, and ya. i hugged nick for like 100 million years today. it was fun. but ya. i dont know what to say, o ya to um..travis i believe your name is i am going to try and get a pick up of me soon. next time i go to cambrias house. ok bye people
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im sorry about your bumppies!@! I am happy about ur hundred year hug!!!
[Anonymous]
hey i got a new journal, love lauren
[Anonymous]
Hey I'm sitting here in first period, lol. Haha you guys are just correcting a test, oh joy! lol not. Yeah, so i'm sorry you feel like you cant like her, i donno know who that feels, but i'm sorry. i love you soo much!
your strawberry,
CK
[Anonymous]
yes kenzie, I will be you friend. I will be you special friend, I will your special friend with benifits! I love you! Fuck me@ tehehehehe hahahaha hohohoho. I wish you were here right now. but i am on the phone with you. so hehe.
[Anonymous]
ha, did you go to the mall, and lick Corey arrambides ear? that's funny if that was you, if not, it's still funny.

gratitude and peace,
shauna
[Anonymous]