im at laurens house right now with AT justin lauren kayci brooke cambria myself cristina and we are going to go to sheas and have fun but i kinda have a feeling that i am going to be bummed again like always when i go to parties like that. i always end up alone...fuck whenever i like or love someone it always goes to hell. but fuck it i dont even care anymore and im pissed cause i cant fucking get that picture off of amberlees fucking diary!!! FUCK IM BUMMED!!!!! ahhh, whateve im over it!!!...all of it..life love you me hey hey you fuck you jk ok bye