ok where to start... this weekend was awsome i thought it was going to totally suck but it was soooo awsome i got drunk for the first time in life and it was a very good experiance i met alot of tight people too. i loved everyone there even though i didnt really know anyone that well. i got to see carly i havent seen her in lke ever!!! shes so tight i love her. ew i could say more but i dont know what to say its like 9:34 and i just barely woke up and its sad i dont ahve to go to school but i dont know how i am going to get to the mall to get my ticket for subhumanz!!! shit. nick told me all this stuff like to go out with cristina or hook it up and all this shit and to talk to her but i think she like doesnt like me that much or the same way after this weeknd because when her and cambria were talking afterwords they both acted all kinds differnet but i dont really give a shit anymore...i just dont want to care it strains me and i dont and cant do it anymore....so ya. whatever i will always love cristina no matter what....ew i keep saying ew now ew...EWWWWWW...I AM SOOOO SIKED ABOUT THE CONCERT!!!! 2 FUCKUNG DAYS!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!1 ok i am going to write a private entry now....and only people i like can read it and if you want to you might be ble to or i judt might now let anyone read it. ok bye bye bye