i cant do it. i cant ask her out. i love her to death but i just need to be alone. now i know how she feels. i was thinking. and if i go out with cambria im going to hurt crisitna and i dont want to because i love cristina too. but ya. so no matter what someone is going to be hurt and its not going to be either of them. i think its just fair this way and in a way we al get what we want right? ok. i dont know im so confused and scred and lonely and i still hope this is my final and last desicion i am going to make. CRISTINA AND CAMBRIA I AM SORRY AND I LOVE YOU BOTH EQUAL AND I WANT TO DIE RIGHT NOW BUT I THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT CHOICE!!!!!!! im sorry