why do i get myself in these akward positions? some i can get out of but most i cant and i just feel stuck like i cant move and theres never anyone there to help me get back up i just dont know what to do i have these friends these people i interact with but are they really that great? they arent ever really there they dont help they dont do anything for me except on very rare occassions is it me or is it them? i dont know i cant tell im just really confused alot but am i ever not confused or anything along those lines???? i dont know...you know what i do know??? i want a ciggerrette and an energy drink so thats exactly what im getting after school biiiiiitch and what. hm...so what else can i talk about now??? oh ya the other night i found out that christy and i are more alike than i actually thought. i always had that idea that we were but everything seriously is the same besides our birthday and age. we both got in big trouble for the same thing and blah blah i could go on forever but i wont i dont even think people read this thing