ur kidding me?!

Listening to: silence
Feeling: overloaded
ooooommmmmmmgggg all my poems jus got deleted..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh well anywasys ill try to remember some parts.... "???" why are you gone when i need you here? why are you distant when i need you near? when did your eyes become so glassy? when did your words get so nasty? why did u lie and why did you vanish? from your world i feel banished will the sky every clear? will you ever dry my tears? come and save our world and make peace come mend the rip and straighten the crease put the pieces together once more so that it will be broken nevermore... "you" you were the one that made me free you were the one that let me breathe you helped me see what else there was you helped me see what love does you were sweet and so very kind you let me have tears of joy to cry you helped me let go of things that past you gave me love that would always last i had fun with the present and laughed for hours my heart was overjoyed it could have climbed towers the love that we shared was too good to be true i thought that i would always have you but when it was over and you had to go i knew that in that time we had a ball nd i always rememebred "its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" i miss you... *sry kids i kno it sucks but due to lack of inspiration i hav nothing to say...o well*
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Oh.

Yeah.

We've had like an online relationship since August.

I don't really think that it counts.

But it does someway..

Later.

[x]Dixie[x]
I met Shea in an MSN chat room back in August when they were still opened to people under 18.

They closed them now because of pedophiles.

Oh well.

I still talk to him almost everyday, so that makes me happy.


I've tried to tell my dad about the whole Pamela situation but he doesn't really seem to understand.


I'm beginning to get over it anyway because I realized that she does truely make him happy.
I tend to get jealous quickly so it doesn't really matter.

I get used to people doing things for me sometimes, and when I don't want her around I expect her not to be there.

But that's not how it works.

Ever since my parents divorced a year or so ago.

It had always been like that for me.

But oh well.

Everything has to eventuallyb{color:turquoise;}
Oh.

Uhm.

Go to htmlandgraphix's diary.
She has all of the codes that you will need for your diary.

If you need any help figuring out where the codes go, just ask me.

Did I add you to AIM?

Later.

[x]Dixie[x]
Shit.

My bold word messed up.

Lol.

It was SUPPOSED to say "Everything will eventually go on."

But I accidentally put the color code in there.

Oh well.

I fixed it now.

Later.

[x]Dixie[x]