hmmm dono what this word means...n e one know??recalcitrant.... ok soo last night i had fun i think lol...my friend jesse had a friend over nd i was talkin to them on the fone nd watchin them on the webcam..hes soo cute nd realli sweet..he likes the same music as i do and is realli easy to talk to...well ne wayz...lol ok so today since my mom forgot about me i sat at home nd talked to jesse nd alex...then my mommy came home nd took me to Best Buy to get cds nd i got Senses Fail nd Thrice...omg so there was this guy at the register iwas waiting for nd he was soooo cute!! aww he was adorable nd looked my age but couldnt be cuz he worked there...nd it was almost my turn when this wierd guy was like 'miss ican take u over here' nd im like ahhh this sucks ass lol he was soo cute tho lol aww... my dog threw up in the car...it was gross... then my mommys friend hope took me to BK where julez sam nd lex were waiting for me...tthen we walked to lexi's house..o nthe way there me nd sam had a realli good talk! i love her!! we all played truth nd told eachother a few things...surprising stuff but its life nd ppl make choices..not alwayz great onez..hmm at lexis me lex nd sam were kickboxing/karate chopping eachother it was hilarious..then her brother nd his freinds kept knockin on the window so we ran outside nd stole there bikes..they threw tenniss balls at them...so we went inside nd changed so we were camoflaged nd were protected nd we ran outside with spray stuff...lex had Potpurri, sam had nothing she was on the fone wit gordy i love her too, julez had hair dye, nd i had hair spray...we cahsed them around nd died there hair..it was realli funni...then we went home.. jackie said that gilmer road was on fire today i was mad i missed it..its the longest fuckin road in the world!! i hate it... i miss cichy!i havent seen her in forever me nd julez made up nd im glad..i missed her believe it or not..shes a good friend nd a good person..i love her.. me nd toviee got into an argument today cuz she forgot about me like 3 timez..but hey im easily forgotten nd i kno it...plus i don think i should hav to go places where i feel awkward..(gordy you kno).. watever....lol have anice day!! im havin plans wit sam tomorrow!! yay im excited i love her to pieces!! forget me...forget me...theres nothing left to remember..forget me..please jus forget..so i wont hav to hurt anymore...or wait again..staying home on a hot summer night isnt my idea of fun..but do wat you want..its not my choice..jus please dont hurt me... forget me... sry random writing o well jus disregard that...