I'm so freakin' bored I could die! My birthday is tomorrow but there is nothing to look foward too. No great party, no 50 friends, just Rina and I, i think...Always the same shit day after day! Nick came over this morning because he got kicked out of Devons house again, this seems to be a pattern for him! I'm not too sure what he is doing right now, probably wondering around Sacramento like a bum! Brandon is being a little bitch today too, whining about everything it makes me feel like I'm surronded by little girls! I was thinking about calling Lyzie tonight, but I'm not too sure if I want to put that boat to sea...not yet. Darkness: Night is coming now the darkness starts to fall Not a noise is heard Throughout these empty halls I feel too weak to fight I'm too tired to run Something must change Before this day is done I long for something new A challenge to please me Someone to toy with Someone to tease me Today was much like yesterday Tomorrow may never come My body feels twisted and toiled My soul is frozen and numb Maybe peace awaits me In the morrow I long to see I will continue to hope for now That life will let me be -mitchell ryan