Please forgive me God... for all of my sins for being too weak for not trusting Please forgive me God... for not understanding love for the people I've hurt for the friendships I've destroyed Please forgive me God... for my foolish pride for being envious of who I used to be for closing my eyes when they needed to be open Please forgive me God... for selfish prayers for expecting redemption for taking the easy way out Please forgive me God... for every wasted second I've spent sympathizing with myself for leaning on the crutch of my past for accepting temptation without a fight Please help me God... to be stronger to learn how to love again to forgive myself so I may forgive others Please help me God... to let go of what is not important to hang on to what is to be more patient with life Please help me God.. to release my pain to defeat my own enemy to heal at last Please help me God... to understand what I cannot change to accept inevitable truths to move forward within myself Please help me God... to live without fear or regret to reveal the greatness inside of me to be happy...to be happy. AMEN