No joke, crappy ass weekend. What a waste. There are times when I get so damn confused about the choices I have made, but still I walk this road. I have been privelaged enough to have a mutual "love" in my life with a few different people, so I guess I shouldn't bitch about my problems. But maybe I was never "in-love," maybe I was sorting through candidates to find someone I could truly be happy with. Am I there? I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE! Being alone was easier! It just never lasted too long...again...my rotten choices! I guess I will just let life happen and hope for the best. Onward....Kim, I really hope everything is okay with your grandpa, you'll have to let me know. I'm sorry for the tears you've lost. I will be here always, and if you ever felt like you needed to talk, I'm only one call away. I have gone through some impossible hardships in my life, so I can always offer an ear or even some soothing advice. Keep your head up!