Halloween is getting closer and closer, the only reason I really care this year is because we are having a huge costume party over here, kegs, jungle juice, the works! This will be the first time i have tried to host a party like this so lets all hope it goes well! OH! I watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind last night (thanks Amanda!) and I really did like it, it was a very good story, very unique. It made me sad overall though, I kept thinking if only I could erase "her" from my memory would I be able to? Even though she has caused so much pain, I can still look back at all the wonderful memories I have with her, I kind of sifted through them last night after the movie was over, my memories I mean. I checked my e-mail this morning and I had a letter from an old friend in Sacramento, it was a very nice surprise and I was glad to read that things aren't the same without me! I have such an effect! Anyways, things seem pretty mellow right now, feels good. I will leave you all with my new favorite quote: "How happy is the blameless vestal's lot? The world forgetting by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. Each prayer accepted and each wish resigned." -Alexander Pope