Well rehab was pointless.it dosn't really help you quit just cut back.i have cut my drug use to weekends with my dad.what a bonding expierience...i thnk we (me,mom,brother)are going to move back into our old house and leave her fiance.he is the the type of guy who is real nice when he is not drunk.prick.i hate that word but for him is fitting.he is real nice to me and talks about me behind my back.he is real mean to my mom unless i'm around.if there is one thing i hate it is someone who is two faced.he hurt my mom once and i told him id kill him if it ever happens again.hey,i've still got 4 months till i'm 18.damn i shouldn't have said that.he is a bastard.well on the bright side my band has a show new years eve.we need to practice more.we'll have a cd coming out next year.i need to somehow update my picture.i look like a bloody burnout! i need a smoke bab.it's such a nasty fucking habit.i shuld quite but teen angst is a bitch ya know? i think i read some of my old entrys.