Doo Doo Cloud

by oldmanhat
Listening to: the bonzais
Feeling: alright
so i wrote. that my love is strong and so i smoke.it's what i do.not all the time.i cant drink.i refuse to.alcohol ruined my whole life.but its alright if i drink a whole bunch and then go drive.what? i smoked a joint. to forget why i want to die, to forget why i hurt, to forget why i am so stressed. i didnt mean anything by it.i do love you and come summer when i get that job they have random testing.so party while you can is what im saying.growing up sucks.just dont force me.dont make me choose.love cant be measured by what i do or dont do for you love is us and thats all.me and you.us together.that should over rule all.see you sat.
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Wud up Crusty. Hey man no one should make u grow up. Remember you're in control of your own life. All you you should worry about is if you're ready for the show or not.
-catch u saturday-
feel like love is in the kitchen with a culinary eye
I think he's making something special and I'm smart enough to try
if you don't trust yourself for at least one minute each day
well you should trust in this girl cause loving is coming our way

if you can fix me up girl you'll go a long way
if you can fix me up girl you'll go a long way

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I'll stand by all this drinking if it helps me through these days
(take my love in these small doses)
It takes a long time just to get this all straight
(take my love in these small doses)
I'll showcase on route 7 when i find the right place
(take my love in these small doses)
It takes a long time just to get this all straight
(take my love in these small doses)
in my mind
this is my free time
you dont know how much it would mean, just a simple five min.. hey babe.. just called to say hi.... would be. youve been saying youre so stressed lately, like i havent been either? and its not all over you. its over everything. i think were going through much more the same than you know. cresten, am i asking so much just to talk to you alone... no friends, no family, no distractions, no band... just once?
ok i had time to think. im not trying to force you to grow up. i know plenty of adults who are still kids. talk to my band director. its not even the pot so much. it is that. but only in the fact that you HIDE it from me. im not even really so... upset about it ne more. im brooding over the fact that we havent had some "us" time in one month. that you havent called me just to talk in three weeks........
fuck it cresten. its gone. i cant deal. i cant live. or deal. im so dead now.
disregard everything i said earlier. all i care about is you. thats it. ill support you through whatever. i WANT to deal with this with you. let me be there for you. its my choice. youre not an ass. ok well love ya.