wow weird.i became a myspace whore for a while.glad to be back.i randomly decided to check this place out again.i still feel pained.things are still fucked up.V sorta moved on.i should too i guess.i don't know anymore.what does she want?i'm gettin tired of trying to figure out.i know she misses me.she tells me.it kills me.but at least i know she thinks about me.our pictures behind me make me smile.she's dating someone else though.thats what hurts the most.i'm alone and she has someone.but forget that rubbish for now.the band is in the process of the new album.we have a my space.look for oldmanhat.thats my profile.the bonzais is my first friend.click and enjoy!