Fall...down spiral...to the ground change...your ways die...unhappy has life ever really been happy? think...what have i done? too late...your race is won... won? by who? this barrel of this gun? no...by your own self destruction.. colors...so pretty...every color of every sunset will be on the branches soon...ready.. to fall....to die...to decompose...to become green again...i wish i could be green again.. got to get out...got to leave..these leaves.. that... spiral... ever downward.. like me...