hmmm.i think i'm bi....bi-polar that is.i'm going to get on anti-deppressants.maybe.i'm going to think about it for awhile first.i don't know.this diary crap sucks.noone put's there opinions in it.thats why i keep it open.someone should comment.it makes me feel alone again.i am alone dammit.not completely.but enough.i need a job.time to get a job.and work.i still don't know my school schedual though.i guess i should get that first.????????????????i'm going to take a shower now.