urgh God lol Ben Garner asked me out yesterday while I was on the phone with Erin and I was like o...m...g so shes like what? so I told her and shes like YOU SHOULD GO OUT WITH HIM!! lmao I was just like hellllll no lol but I was nice to him I felt bad so I just said, um i dont know I'll think about it. lmao so he gave me his # and hes like maybe just as friends you could come over and swimming and then we could just take it from there. so again I felt bad so i just said, yeah thatd be cool. urgh, i wasnt going to call him back but then he made me feel bad cause hes like just make sure you call because when my friends say that they will call back they dont. so yeah now i have to. the other night emily imed me and told me that chelsea hughes imed her saying sorry and how much a jerk she became at BG and that she gave chelsea my sn so yeah chelsea said sry to me and stuff so now were cool, which is cool lol cause ive known her since like kindergarden lol. me and erin are going to the mall tomarrow. cant wait. then erin was talking to mike and hes like yeah i thought about you and kels today and got...well you know. and erin started laughing but then thought...wait a min, he was thinking about both of us at the same time...what were we doing?!!? lmao i thought the same thing when she told me. OH and i had the most wonderful dream last night i had a dream that i finally told Amanda what I thought of her and she got mad and never bothered me again lol. eh im done later