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Hi I'm Kelsey; & I want to am going to change the world. I think we should forget what should be, what might be, It's what things actually are that's important in most situations. This is me, I am me, This is my life not your life, meaning your opinion is not requested, desired or sought after..so why bother when your opinion is nothing? When I am upset I draw or listen to music, I think it's better than being destructive on myself or others. "The only unreachable goal is the one you don't reach for", so when I have a goal I try and most of the time I succeed. When I don't succeed I try until I do succeed. This world is so skewed on everything and I am trying to change that. Life isn't about what anyone looks like, what they do on weekends, drugs, alcohol, money, fame or myspace. Life is about growing, learning, loving, helping other people and touching peoples lives. I wish that I could show you everything I've learned and everything I'm learning because this world is in a sad state. I'm not saying that I'm some amazing person, I'm messed up too, I've had problems in my past, I have problems now, but I'm not some ignorant asshole who ignores my problems and sits back just to get carried away with things that don't matter. "Every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart. If we could just remember this, I think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in the world", I'm not exactly sure who said that, but I read it on a website and also wish people would grasp that too and stop being so ignorant to everyones feelings. I miss a lot and struggle with the concept "everything happens for a reason", but with time I keep learning and realizing new things. I'm hoping some day I can be happy with everything that's happend in my past. I think it's pretty pathetic how hard people try to get a quick laugh from there brain inept class mates by making fun of someone or someones appearance. I think people need to realize nobody asked to look the way they look so I really question how you can sit there making someone feel like shit for the way they look. You're just adding to the rate of people who do harmful things to themselves like anorexia, bulimia, self mutilation and at it's worst suicide. How do you feel about yourself now? So go ahead, call that girl chubby and watch her go home and burn herself until her skin turns dark red and then watch her shove her fingers all the way down her throat and see the stomach acids fuck up her teeth and throat. Good job kids, you deserve kudos for that don't you think..because you're beautiful! right. Take me to disney world and we'll ride the tea cups until we can't walk. I have a habit of giving too much to people who are just willing to take and give nothing in return. Sometimes when telemarketers call, I ask them about their lives sometimes they tell me I listen for hours sometimes they hang up I scream whorebag into the phone If you steal my profile songs, things from my about me or my friends, I probably don't like you. If you're self-centered, I probably don't like you.If you think you're better than someone because you have a prettier face & body or because you make more money then their family does, I probably don't like you.If the first place you look on someones myspace is their music section, I probably don't like you. If you like to bring other people down just to make yourself feel powerful, I probably don't like you. If you think I care about what you think of me, I probably don't like you. And if you label people, I probably won't like you. I want to experience everything this world has to offer me. I'm extremely indecisive, when it comes to anything only because I'm a perfectionist. I'm life changing. I am however, not the least bit insecure because I know I have a good enough personality to make up for the pretty genes I am lacking. I'm happiest dancing in the rain. I'm happiest taking pictures of my bestfriends. I'm happiest hanging out with my Twinzie or other good friends. I'm happiest at the movies or at a show. I believe people are people not files or clothing so I think that means we are not ment to be labeled. Don't tell me you love me unless you're willing to mean it and live up to it. It breaks my heart when I see people alone. At the movies or eating. Sometimes I go and have a chat with them. I say alot of things I don't mean when I'm mad. Prejudice & discrimination is just ignorance & I don't tolerate it so might as well just click out of my myspace now if your going to display it on here. I'm such a sucker for a sweet talker, and don't ever say a single thing you don't mean to me. I wish I could take naps in school on a cot with a blanket covering me that my grammy made for me when I was 5 because life was so much simpler then. I secretly wish the people I am always thinking about are in return always thinking about me. I wish my life could be different but then again I don't know what I'd like it too be. I don't have the patience for toaster ovens,stupid people, my dad & people who don't grasp the concept you will not change my opinion. my second toe is longer then my first toe this is supposed to mean I'm super smart. I constantly check peoples AIM away messages & profiles. I will most likely obsess over you & then not so much. I can't help my feelings & I really don't trust people so there are major chances you'll never even know how I really do feel & I think I like it better this way. If there is a slight chance I do tell you how I feel take advantage & don't let me down because I will be extremely crushed and stress about it for days. You will never make me feel inadequate because I know who I am and I like it. I think people need to take more time to stop, look and listen. I feel great relief when I pay for something on the dot so that I dont get any change back. I'm sarcastic and funny don't take things personal I'm probably not serious if I call you a whore or anything of the sort for that matter, if I am serious..you will know. I love the disney channel don't lie you do to. Laughing at myself & with my friends is one of the things I do best. yes I make mistakes and yes I'll eventually make it better. I'm happy being who I am all the time just like judy garland said: I'd rather be a first rate version of my self Then a second rate version of somebody else I live by that qoute you should too not that I'm trying to tell you how to live your life. I love deep & meaningful conversations when I have no intentions of having them. I like the simple things in life but I like the big things too. I am absolutely puzzled by some of the most blatantly obvious things, but I am in no way inadequate! I will strike up a conversation with you even if I don't know you. you can talk to me or not talk to me you can love me or you can hate me I don't care what you think of me. I like to get into my undies/socks and sing to oldies music well driking hot cocoa or chocolate milk. If you honestly care that much about my music prefrence then you obv. have no life and nothing better to do. I love scary movies..if I have someone to cuddle with when I watch them hehe. I absolutely love dancing in the rain, I just love rain. It's one of the things that makes me feel ALIVE. I love the way the sky looks after a big snow storm the stars are just so beautiful. opinionated/stubborn {check plus plus} AIM= Kelsey Keepsakex
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