i see no 'date' space up there, so .. . monday, 25 aug 2008 - 2248 CDT i am too lazy to read my previous entry thoroughly enough to pick up exactly where i left off. i'm sort of in a 'down' mood and my energy is lacking. things with michael are better...today. it's still up and down, but i'm trying not to focus on the latter. the past weekend was a lot of fun, though; we got on quite well and kept busy. having some health problems, though, and i'm trying to not let them stress me out much because that makes it worse. i'm thinking i may have an ulcer. it's painful and i'm uncomfortable quite often, though i've been taking acid controllers, exercising again, and am trying to stick to healthier foods. i am trying to keep myself propped up whilst sleeping, too. i hope it's not to late to correct, though it certainly is a wake-up call. my back, by the way, is aaaaachinggggg. aaaaaaaaaachinggggggg. our company doesn't provide any health insurance a non-gazillionaire can afford, so i'm going to search about getting some of the state-sponsored healthcare. i hope i'll be able to get somewhere with it, as i know a doctor visit is a wise choice. in other news, i finally got my own computer!! i no longer have to use mike's. mine is an asus eee pc 1000, and i loooooooooooove it. check out the photos on that site, too, if you're able; they've got good ones. work has been all right i guess, though it's a slow period. my summer security job is over, and i'm quite sad about that; i look forward to it every year, but it always seems over too soon. the part about summer ending, however, is fine by me; i cannot wait for fall. it's my favourite season! i'm really not sure what else to ramble about. i've been so busy the past few months, i rarely get online anymore. even when i'm logged into pidgin, half the time i get caught up with something at home and forget about it. hope everyone is doing well, and all of you favourites of mine: i do read your updates, i just don't always know what to reply with. leaving just my name gets a bit old,. .... ....elipses... loooove, (edit: i am a nerd and didn't scroll down far enough to see the date listed on the bottom. you get two then; when i started and when i finished.)