i love him so i will fight

by sk1ppy
my last entry was a private one because i needed to just WRITE. and quit thinking. so thats what i did. and it was stupid. so no one gets to read it. but im going to focus on the good. not the bad. im going to be positive and live my life confident in jordan and i. im going to remember that nothing in life worth having is going to come easy. there will always be a fight for the things in life that matter. and i can do it. for me, i can do it. and for him.
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In today's world of jets, internet, and cell phones, i think more and more people are willing to pursue long distance relationships. I don't think I'm in that much of a minority, just my plane tickets are a bit more expensive and my flights are a bit longer.

Personally, I think that Caleb and I work out so well because we try to plan our future together. We're willing to make sacrifices for each other and our ultimate goal is to spend the rest of our lives together. The way we accomplish this is by tightening our bonds to each other - we talk to each other almost every day (it nearly killed me to be a week on that boat with limited communication to Caleb, silly as it sounds), we take photos of ourselves for each other, we call each other and send each other emails and letters (more emails than letters, haha). It strengthens our communication and i think it actually releases oxytocin and we bond even though we can't be physically together. Does that make sense? I hope it helps. I've never felt a reason to doubt him so I never have.

on the video game front, i wish Blizzard had never invented star craft. hahaha.
So those are my little 'pearls of wisdom.' And sometimes, i focus on the bad. We have fights. We get mad at each other. Just try, when you're getting in a rut of angry, bad thoughts, to tell him about them, and work on getting the kinks straightened before they become tangled messes of problems.