auditioned today. i love auditions. everyone's flipping out and i just dont get it. i think its so fun. exciting. if i dont make a show, whatev. i'll be able to get a job. :) new friends. i love making new friends. i love the new friends im making. im having fun. im doing everything on my own. its a little overwhelming..but i havent lost it yet. being an adult is hard. i have to manage my money. i have to grocery shop. i have to find my way around....ugh.