its amazing the differences between last semester and this semester. upsetting...hopefully heading towards a light? maybe they'll get better. im hoping for the best. Jordan and I are lookin good again, finally. its ridiculous what i even allowed happen between me and jacob. ridiculous. i was so easily persuaded and it was insane. but looking back in was like a semester in the sun. a little fling that could never have lasted and im better off for it i suppose, and now i have what i really need. a friendship lost, but i hope not forever. im looking back on our time together and im amazed i couldnt see the outcome. it was obviously too good to be true. but i had a taste. just enough to say this is wonderful, but so unhealthy. i should be okay now...