wow do i feel like theres no meaning in life anymore! please help my god, i'm on my knees begging you to take my life, Heres another poem i wrote:( i love you once, twice, again and again as the water starts to get a pinkish color carve the word hate into my left arm and life on the right arm carving words into my stomach watching the blood flow tears running down my face i hurt everywhere the pain so unbarable slits on my lips and under my eyes the water dark red my last words i yell "I LOVED YOU" crying uncontrollably knowing ill never be the same as i slowly fall under the water reach to the counter and pull the radio in with me electric shock stuns my body as i lay there lifeless in a bloody pool with the words " I Loved you" carved into my stomach