sadnes

Listening to: everything burns
Feeling: crummy
please god, i wish i was just normal and wouldn't have to be so ruff on my self everyday, crying, worrying. It feels like i can turn to alot of people in the world but i don't knwo why i don't. why am i doing this horrible thing to myself. i just wish this hole in my heart will patch and i'll be just happy. no one in my life is the problem right now...its just me that whos the problem.
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i like your diary..
-danielle
Take a break from yourself.
Depend on everyone else to make you happy.
Just chill, and take things easy, let things ride.
[Anonymous]
Damer, you know you can come to me for anything... but thats just it, you come to me, because whenever i go to you to help you with your problem... i get blown off... so if you wanna talk, ill listen, otherwise, i wont even ask... even though i wish i didnt even have to =( byes

-melanie xox
What you said would make a great poem [/end random comment]

_//♥ Faded
i still love u lol hehe how are u sweetie
Hello
** Hey sweetie wats up with you ?? not much is up with me just gettin ready to go party it up with the gurls how have u been