well i'm not feeling so well abit stuffy and bad mingrains when i wake up or every like lay down to rest my eyes just everynight i wake up so damn early like 2:45am or like 5:30 and stuff like this hurts me:( i wish like i would be better. well like the last 4 days i've been working on a song that i made on my guitar its going well me and jared all like starting to make a band and stuff. just this song i'm making isn't so easy. well after school i just felt like crying and i did:( becuz me and my ex aren't like talking much any more:( and which i'm scared of that.i just wish everything was normal with us:( so truly miss her alot:( like proabldy none of you know the feeling thats stuck up inside of me:(:( crying day and night:( hateing yourself so badly:( well i got nothing planed for this spring break but just proabldy just sleep and sit in my basement but yah boring life. well today at school was i guess ok for part of the day that i wasn't crying well when the students and teacher weere heading to the gym i ditch the grade wars adn hung with bredan,kevin,eric,brad,brett and robbie it was like a blast we were just having a huge ass snowball fight and then yah after grade wars it was just lunch time so i hung with erin which she came over for lunch at my house which we watched a movie "boogyman" which we like only saw the first 15mins of it but theres other days to watch it! well i'm up to nothing tonight leave a comment ppl {+}dame{+}