I never thought things would turn like this.I never thought I would see you again Now you tell me you love me I loved you tooMy timing sucks It was like that back then… Not anymore.You break my heart With every move you make. I'm so confused What did i do? You seem mad at me But you seem to love me Is it my fault? What did I do? just seems to me i have Illusion's of you still beside me..holding me...seeing you at the sight of the direction i'm going in..but i get a shock and open up my eyes and i just wake up in the dark to lightly sound music..scare enough to get up and look where i am or who to think of what i am anymore these's Illusion's are killing me and hurting me nobody heres me...nobody cares about me If you can't Look Deep within Me And find A kind heart, Then you Don't Know Me. If you can't Notice The timid Tone Echoing On my voice, Then you Don't Listen To Me. If you can't See The pain Burned In my Eyes, Then you Can't Watch Me. If you can't Ask me How I Am And Know Something Is Terribly Wrong, Or when I Need You so Badly, Then I guess You simply Just don't Give A Fuck About ME I don't live for the moment i rather live for today and tomorrow i don't let time slip by therefore it doesn't give the instuctionsI think am here for a reason Every point in time i count my achievment took me awhile to write all this stuff sorta...lots of thoughts went into it. but yah byes