hey its been along time since i have wrote in this. but yah i haven't been up to anything at all but just sitting and crying alot lately and i hate how i'm feeling right now, i can't understand life anymore. these scars that appear on me now scares me for furture life becuz i know one DAY i will slip and end it all.....i'm sorry for whos lifes i have effected with the lies,hates and anger. [+d@me+} try to update it more often