well today i feel strezzful terrible day at school for me damn test for me tomorrow in science one of the boring class\'s i have question for you guys/gurls. 1 boy and 1 girl use to be like chit chatting wit each other every day but then it all changed why is this happening?and whats there to do to change things by to normal? todayfor me at school: class one: Chill in the cafe with sum friends of mine pretty cool time in the cafe but then we all split at 9:42 becuz it was the second class. class two: math crappy class for me today becuz i had tons of feelings inside of me like hate,sad,dependant,mad at myself.so i just blast my music and just wont like my name and just tried to ignore everything else. Class three:Science I HATED IT damn mrs jonhson is crappy,but mostly all we did was like a lab i felt really dizzy in class today,almost feel asleep. Lunch break: Awesome and a half time i had becuz i went to macs with my friend ERIN (cool girl). it was so chilly outside walking there and back. when we got back my ex was angry and upset with me becuz of what i did.i feel horrible now.i never really like her angry at me becuz it hurts me sorta so yah she was angry at me like the whole day then at the end of the day we kinda made up.holding her in my arms saying i\'m sorry a millions times. First class in the afternoon:Great time most people in the class just slacked off but then we had to listen to mrs mcGimpsey for like 15 mins about what we are gunna take next year (i gotta think hard about what i wanna take)then after when she was done we went back to work on our essays there supose to be due soon but i\'m not anywhere near close to be finish.then DAMN SAM WITH HER DAMN PERFURM SPRAYED IT INTO MY EYES STUNG FOR AWHILE HARD TO OPEN IT TO SEE.so all afternoon i was just holding my eye becuz it hurted:( second class in the afternoon \"graphics\" crappy things we are doing in there now \"othagraphing projection\" i hate it.i think i\'m way behind. end of the day: still felt under a black clouds.so went home and did mostly nothing but struggled with studying. i love the way that i hold her into my arms feeling so good that she there in my arms makeing me happy,putting a smile on my face (K)i love you jessie(L)i miss you(L) well its like 11:44 right now and my ex wants me to be in bed by midngiht so i gotta listen to her.i been studying for like 2 and half hrs for this test. still thinking that i\'m gunna blow it.no way in hell i\'ll pass the test. (R).(I).(P) (d)(@)(|/|)(e) i\'m out later friends

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