Damn, i'm bored out of my friggin mind. Even if I wanted to go out tonight, I couldn't cuz of the situation we had earlier and the fact that something is up with Danielle so I don't think she can go anywhere. Sarah called a few hours ago, but I didn't wanna go anywhere with her lol. Damn I really love the song that's playing right now "Destination uuuunknown, ruby ruby ruby ruby soho...." I have so much homework to do over the weekend, i'm probably not even going to do like half of it. I need to turn in my adv. comp stuff cuz i've hardly turned anything in that class. Once we get past the poetry i'll be able to bring my grade up. Hmm I wonder what Jen is doing, I know she had work tonight but she got off an hour ago, so either she's with Christina or sleeping. I haven't really had a chance to talk to her as much as I would like to. Though she called me at like 2 in the morning last night and we talked for twenty minutes or so, but I didn't really get a chance to have a conversation with her. Talking to her on the phone is always hard for some reason. When I talk on the phone with my friends, it's easy conversation and we're always laughing and talking away. I don't know why it's different with her. Maybe it's cuz we live in different places and we don't have much of the same things to talk about. Plus I always feel weird bringing up stuff I did or talking about whatever cuz I don't think she'd be interested, or that she won't care. It's weird, we used to talk for hours and hours, but now it's like 10-15 minutes a night before she goes to bed, and half of that time we don't say anything. But I just like knowing she's there, so that's something I guess. I told her I was waiting for something to happen, and I can't say here cuz she'll probably read this soon. When it happens, i'll feel better with how this relationship is giong. This relationship is so hard cuz she lives on the east coast and i'm here on the west, so we never get to see each other. It's really tough on us, but I love her to death, I would never be able to leave her just because of the distance or because I want to see some one else. She means way too much to me. Speaking of her, she just called so I gotta go