Jen called me a little while after our conversation and said she missed me. I knew she'd call. She said I was being stupid about it, I was like thanks. Apparently she's going to be spending the day with her grandma. I couldn't believe she pissed me off because she wouldn't tell me that. She was being really rude about it too argh. Anyways, we got past it. She wanted to sleep so she asked me to tell her a story. I told her this really lame one about a maiden named Jennifer and her servant named Silvie lol. She wanted me to stay on the phone with her while she slept and I did until my cell died, I was almost asleep too damn it, stupid thing started beeping in my ear than shut off. Her phone probably woke her up since it was off the hook, poor girl. Last night I woke up at 5 and i was extremely thirsty. I went back to bed after chugging down a bottle of water, and as I was laying there, I started to think about Jen and I. I got kinda scared cuz she's the first person i've had a relationship with and she's probably going to be the person I spend the rest of my life with. I freaked a little cuz i'm never going to have a chance to date anyone else. I mean I don't want to, I love Jen very much, but it would have been nice if I had dated a few more people and see what else is out there. The weird thing is that when i'm really attracted to some one, that's all it is, attraction. I'm so in love with Jen that I can't even think about making out with other people or doing whatever with them. damn this woman's really done a number on me.