nonchalant, I like that mood, I always seem to be feeling "nonchalant" I always go into too much detail when I write in here but I wanna remember what's been happening cuz I normaly can't Yesterday during lunch I pointed out to Sacia who the "hot chick" is. we got bored and decided to go find her. on our way we ran into Vanessa, damn this girl is everywhere. so a bunch of us were just standing there and she comes walking by. this girl really is pretty, I wish I knew her name. Sacia wanted me to talk to her but i'm waaaay too damn shy. I told her that she could talk to her if she wanted and that it'd be ok if she told her I liked her. I was trying to not make it known in front of Vanessa that I like this girl eh, I don't think she knew what we were talking about anyways. so we were going back to our spot and we saw miss hotty again. yay for me. Sacia has been so cool about me talking about the girls I like. I've just given up on guys, I'm not good with talking to them and they're just too complicated. ahhh the advantages of being bi. Last night when we were doing the gift wrapping thing Tim and I were talking about all these punk and ska bands and apparently he doesn't like Rancid, Operation Ivy, and Goldfinger. not cool. didn't go out last night cuz I was just sooo tired. I was talking to Jen and she thought I was still mad at her cuz I wasn't talking. I was falling asleep on the phone lol I couldn't process what she was saying to me.