you know... i always assumed high school would get better as i got older. but now that i look at it, it really wont. its just gonna keep getting worse... jades not gonna be there this year...and kim probly won't be either. laurens gone... and even if kim does come back (off chance) then by the end of may, her, lindsey, scott, jen, harry, and meaghan, and sarah...dude shes effing crazy, how the HELL is she a valedectorian? damn, i cant even spell it. and chelsea, and 1/2 the downright creepies, and umm...this one girl who i'd rather not name but shes freaking hot...(i swear, all the hot girls are straight and all the hot guys are gay) dude, all of them are leaving :'( and then the year after that...i'm leaving. where is that going to leave me? i've already lost paige...barry i'll lose as soon as schools over with, sarah plans on moving to hawaii...dude wtf this isnt cool... and ive just completely depressed myself...damnit. dude, and im still all confused about like, EVERYTHING. we got lindsey and tyler and mike and that group...and im still all confuzzled about kim and all that...and ARGH, wayyyyyyyyyyy too much going on right now. you know that graphic with the scribbles all over it? thats like, my mind...its not cool.