today was a waste of effort...and hair products. i was TOTALLY unprepared for ALL my classes today. i got spacers again :( so i probly wont be able to eat much until monday. and whatever i do eat is gonna hurt like HELL. argh. people were talking shit about ali, and it angers me, because i dont even know her well, and i know the shit theyre saying isnt true. and i got hurt today :'( hurt as in the "ouch, thats my heart you just stepped on you JERK." kind of way. happened like 4 times today... it was all little things...but then again, isnt it always? and when i was driving home, i did something wrong, so my mom yelled at me. so then, i started getting morbid thoughts...not good when youre going 60ish. i dont think i want to drive again for a while... :( my head hurts, im gonna...leave somewhere... edit apparently i just made one of my friends cry...DAMNIT...