hey look, pictures

Listening to: movie im watching
Feeling: emotional
yeah...so im watching a movie...fucking great man. im barely even paying attention to it, but i dont need to...all that matters to me is that the main character is fucking hottttttttttttttt. seriously. its resident evil by the way, lol. duuuuuuuuuuuude seriously though, alice is effing hot. not as hot as kimmi, but you know...kimmi hasn't made any action films for me...yet ;) anyway, yeah, point is, shes fucking...damn. anyway, yeah, today was my birthday. wasnt too bad i guess, barry spent the night again, and lindsey got here at like 11ish. then we went to the mall and hung out there for a couple hours, then we went and saw willy wonka cuz we're cool like that ;) me and lindsey have both seen it 3 times, so during the whole movie we kept quoting it and making jokes and stuff, lol. like, the part where johnny depps like 'i have no heir to inherit my factory' i was all like 'hey johnny...let me come live at the factory with you...ill give you a heir...or 2...or more...;)' haha it was great. anyway...then we took barry and lindsey home...kimmi called me sometime during that (:D), then i came home and now im all slightly emo, its not too great, but eh whatever. i'll be fine. im just kinda confused about a couple things is all...but theres nothing i can do to clarify them, they've just gotta be worked out on there own i guess *shrugs* sorry if im not making any sense. i dont really want to go in-depth with it, i did last night with barry, and we ended up spending like, literally 4 hours talking about our 'feelings' lol, and i dont intend to stay on here for that long, so...yeah, i guess you just gotta deal with the vagueness. will i ever have a chance? or is it yet another 'destined to fail'? anyway... ignore that, im out. hey look, pictures. haha i ♥ that boy. thats his pimp cane, lmao my birthday present...hahahaha the ever so beautiful lindsey hey look, its me...eww :( haha, he has the cutest expression here! he might not be all that pretty...but god knows he tries, lol
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SPRINKLES !!! i loveeee sprinkles!!!
haha, that is okay I guess, I SO wanna see you too!

Haha, dont worry, I dont compare guys and girls, only girls to girls and guys to guys, lmao
HAha, ps, check out my myspace name!!!
hahahaha, okay, we are each others hot emo sex, good!

Haha, I give up, you win..I am hot **shudders** lmao

<3
lol mmmmm whip cream

so hows life?????

brandi=my whip cream lover!
haha, fuckin banging huh? ANd yeah, checkin out girls with guys is a TON of fun!!!

Haha, random is SO okay with me!!!

;P
not only cherries, how about a big
JADE AND BRANDI SUNDAE!!!!!!!!
pssh, no way!

So, you better cough up a 20 girly!! Or you can just pay me back on the 19th ;)

so what did ya get me??????

hey what do you want for your birthday??
hahahahaha, fine, dont tell me!

**sits down and pouts**
and I am NOT getting up!

hmph!

;)
haha

**still pouts**

*in whinny voice** no...

**leans up and kisses Brandi**

But I liked that!

haha, **kisses Brandi then bites her neck**

haha, this IS like porn, but it is SO much better!!!!

haha, **bites Brandi's neck even more**

That is right girl, you are all mine. I don't share!

Haha, Can't wait to give you a *real* kiss!

Haha, But I love to bite, and you are ALL mine, so yeah, get a-steppin to all them girls that want you and tell them to ACK THE FUCK UP! lmao

I fucking love you!!

HAha

**lies down and fiercly makes out with Brandi...and grabs her hip** lmao

I fucking heart you!!!!
hahahahaha, Good, Barry BETTER back off soon! now what about all hte other little emo bitches that want you but cant have you?? Your ALL MINE!

lmao.

And the fierce make out session would be SO much fun...if I could ever kiss you...which I REALLY want too! lmao.

**shudders** well you get all my turn on spots too so I am just making it even girl!

**bites neck then starts to fiercly kiss Brandi**

<3
haha, I will find EVERY turn on spot that you have, dont you worry, almo!

I fucking love the fuck outta ya!

and yeah, get the emo bitch outta there!

lmao, but I g2g, good night my love!
i like your diary its cool
omg, are you FUCKING kidding me?! Wow, did they say yes? That would be effin SWEET! And of course I would like to have fun!!

;P
i saw charlie and the chocolate factory twice...i thought it was pretty sweet...better than the original...did you ever see the first one?
hmm it was fun because....thingssss happen lol.

i love you !!!!!!

so how are things since i have been in wisconsin at the biggest water park in the world getting sooo burnt that i cant move??

lol
hey baby doll, I will tie you down and show you that I love you! LMAO!

Hope everything works out babe!!

I love yo.U.!!

**hugs and kisses**
[Anonymous]
i wuv u too ^_^ xoxo

nothing new.
just getting ready to go to the fair.
r u serious? u dont have a last name??
hmm.. do u have any family up in ohio? like.. shawn rose? lol
well.. i feel sorry for u if ur related to him, but i doubt u r. lmao
but it'd be kinda funny if u were.
[Anonymous]
thats awesome that you're talking to her again! hopefully things will work out for the best...i know what you mean though about not really being able to trust everything right now but it feels so good to talk to her again that the rest doesn't really matter...for now anyways...after my girl broke up with me and fucked with my head for so long, whenever she would talk to me it was like i didnt care how much she hurt me as long we were talking
so yeah anyways...i think the only reason she called me was just to try and get me jealous of her and her new boyfriend...like i want to hear any of the details...but idk...i'm getting over her so hopefully soon it will all be ok...
alright well take care...later
hahaha, i fuckin love you girl!!

<3 <3 <3
Haha, it WAS random, but I mean it!!!

<3
hey whats up? nothing really here just waiting to go home...it sucks being here without a car...
my ex called the other day but i didnt feel like writing about it...i was having a good day otherwise so i figured, why ruin it...ya know?
how have you been? i just read on your entry it was your bday!! so happy birthday!!!
haha, sweet! That DOES give us a couple of hours huh, lmao!!!

This shall be fun!

I love ya!
haha, dude, SO cant wait!

<3

ps-do you know wo the "two friends" are that Sarah is talking about in her SitD??
haha, I miss yo.U. too hun.

And congrats, I still don't have mine!!!

:/

SO cant wait!
haha, what do you mean you almost wished I waited to tell you? Tell you what? lmao.

And yeah, once I know for sure I am staying in NY then I will get my permit.

I SO wanna visit you girl!!

haha, well waiting makes anticipation gRoW

lol, fine, umm, I never said I was comming, lmao.

A nd OF COURSE I want to visit you! I eart you! You are my hot emo sex!

See, I am your hot emo sex and your my hot emo sex, see?! It works!

lmao

And your SO awesome, that is why!

OMG! I cant believe you just said that?!?!?! lmao

Gerard is SO much better than me (and Frank...*drools*) lmao

And you ARE awesome!

And no, we are each others hot emo sex, and that is it, no one is hotter than the other!

<3
LMAO!! i love the pictures they make me giggle
yes i am growing up :)!

brian is just like not talking to me, like he is but i can tell there is something he wants to tell me but he is holding back and its just stressing me out.

I LOVE YOU !!!