OMG IM LEAVING THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW

Feeling: excited
heyyy yeah, so just to let everyone know, in case i don't get on before then, im leaving on tuesday (the 20th) and i won't be back until the 2nd at about...5pm-ish? im going to see my Jenni :) and the Rob, because he rocks my fucking face off (don't ask) yeah, so while i'm there i will be quite unreachable...and by quite unreachable, i mean i probably won't go online at all, because...well i dont want to. SO if you want me over those 2 weeks...tough shit. haha okay, not really. if you want me, contact Jenni, she'll be able to find me. and if you don't know how to contact Jenni...call me, i can tell you how to find her. haha...give a couple of you a second or two on that one... anyway i'd love for people to call me...not that they ever do... but even if no one does, thats okay, because i'll be with two of my favorite people in the world ♥ ♥ i love my Jeno and my Barry...they make me happy. and so does my bobby :) he can get a smile out of me even if im ready to cry my eyes out. but anyway. haha, work was cool. this girl Sarah (yes, i know, another one...god, thats the third one this week ;) is wiiiiiiicked funny. i actually go to school with her, but we never really talked much. anyway, theres these 2 spanish people that also work there, and they don't speak any english, and they were like, 2 hours late today, but no one knew why because they couldn't tell us, lol. so later, sarah goes up to tony (the manager) and shes like "so tony, did you ever find out why they were so late?" and he was like "nope." and she was like "im telling you, they were out in the parking lot having sex in their car." and of course all i heard was "sex" so i turn around and im like "what...?" and shes like "see? brandi saw them too, didn't you?" and im just like "um..." *blank stare* haha, i guess you had to be there, but...it was pretty funny.
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A christmas tree is never complete without garland
and you know how at night, theres no lights in the room but theres the moon glinting off the icy snow outside the window and there are multicolored lights just illuminating the room off the tree, and the garland is just so beautiful you can barely handle it?

your my garland ♥
Umm, so yeah, I am almost through with being nice. I dont know how much I can take. The whole thing with Jeff only made me upset because I was looking forward to it. Kind of how I am when I am looking forward to fuckin' see you, but you never have a problem with me being all "OMG! I GET TO SEE HER" but when it is with other ppl you do...


Whatever.


I am going to bed, my body hurts like fuck, not that you or anyone cares.
I am so going to miss you, you have to call and talk to me at least once because I'll be going through an whole lot of shit and i'll need people to take my mind off things and yeah... so you can be unreachable all you want but i however, will be totally reachable, cell phone on, mostly home, all that horrible sh...tuff that i hate, but yeah... have fun, i'll miss you!!!
Love ali!!!
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yayayay i love you wifeyy< 3
i hope you ahve fun while your gone! im going to miss you dearllly.
Look, don't tell me what I feel and don't feel. You say I put words in your mouth...like saying I suck..you basiclaly tell me that all of this is my fault...all the shit you say to me...you make it sound like it is all my effin' fault and it isn't!

You are treating me a lot like my mother did. And I can't and won't take it.

So either, we both work on this, and not everything is my fault, or we can't ever have anything.