so. so it goes. i havent written in an extremly long time. the pictures wouldn't load on my comp. and i got mad at it. and refused to come online. pathetic. i know. but yet again. i have a reason to complain. hes hurting me. first he came down for my birthday (whihc i might add was AMAZING) then i went up to olds for 5 days (which was great fun. then he had to go and pick his ASS UP and move himself to BC! blehg. so we broke up. and then we got back together. and NOW he has teh audacity, tahsts right the boy who was supposedly SO in love with me, he has the audacity to ignore me. well block me on msn. and not really "talk" to em anymore. why? is he that ashamed of me? if he doesnt want to be with me, cant he just end it? i dont think i mean very much to him... if he can treat me like that. oh well. complain complain compalin. thats all i ever do. maybe i should shut up. all those in favour, rasie ur hand. *raises own hand* ok shutting up.