Photograph

Listening to: Potograph-Nickleback
Feeling: dead
life is a melodrama. its a today stuck in the broken song of yesterday catching up to the beat of tomorrow Do you remember the carefree days? when boys had those DISGUSTING cooties. and you never had to worry about that special one. about having him swept from under your feet if you didn't hold him close enough. and yet suffocating him till he pushes you away cause you hold him so tight. do you remember when sex was a figment of our imaginations, and best friends didn't date. and didn't cheat and leave the poor soul torn apart in the middle. do you remember when life was so simple and drugs were always bad. and alcohal was a future dream. and you wished tomorrow would hurry and come, so you could be older. because you detest your youth. do you remember wishing on shooting stars and wishing you had the pretty red shoes, just like the girl next door. instead of the sex driven hot boy. do you remember when you just DIDN'T CARE who your friends were or if they were "cool enough" you didn't care what you wore, or how you looked. your hair. your clothes. your make-up. and bed time was mandatory, so you'd always sneak out of bed and play some more. now you go to bed either really early for lack of something better to do with your life, or you stay up till all hours of the morning, wishing life had something better then headaches and hangovers do you remember your sixth birthday and the prefect bliss of that day. do you remember playing tag in teh cold, or slipping and falling and being able to laugh instead of hanging your head in shame and embarrasment what do you remember? whats gone now? now i can rip up the pictures. and burn them and forget the memories because they're gone. because everything you were is gone. everything i was is gone. and to miss them would be to miss everything i ever wanted all my dreams. Jono. Lisa. Julian. Janet. Taylor. Becki. Emily. Kristen King. Chris. Jon. Trevor. Maggie. Nikki. Carolin. Tyler. what happened when we fell apart? and to you oh boy im sorry for suffocating you. fly away. but please remember to come back Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red And what the hell is on Joey's head And this is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we'd ever went without The second floor is hard for sneaking out And this is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must have done it half a dozen times I wonder if It's too late Should i go back and try to graduate Life's better now then it was back then If I was them I wouldn't let me in Oh oh oh Oh god I Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops hated us hangin' out They say somebody went and burned it down We used to listen to the radio And sing along with every song we know We said someday we'd find out how it feels To sing to more than just the steering wheel Kim's the first girl I kissed I was so nervous that I nearly missed She's had a couple of kids since then I haven't seen her since god knows when Oh oh oh Oh god I Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye I miss that town I miss the faces You can't erase You can't replace it I miss it now I can't believe it So hard to stay Too hard to leave it If I could I relive those days I know the one thing that would never change Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh Everytime I do it makes me I miss you. my friends. i love you. my angels. fly. for this is the end. goodbye.<3
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