im going to give him space to breathe. thats my goal. i'll stop calling....so much? if he wants to talk he'll call me right? i'll stop begging... if he says no...he means no... right? blarhg. its just... i know he messages girl... or well he did one... cause i caught him... and he was all talking about dancing...and what not... with the smile wink.... and i think i pretty much am olver reacting hardcore. so what. hes totally alowd to talk to new girls and stuff.... its not like he hides the fact that we're together... and he tells me he loves me... and he knows what it feels like to be cheated on and lied to... and i do trust him... really i do... but after luke happened.... its just hard for me to trust any boy now. i think though... i just needa get over it.