to tell you the truth... i was going to come in here and rant and rave and bitch about my horrible day. and how i feel mighty abandoned by everyone but my boyfriend...(including my family) my school musical just ended im the ONLY GIRL in the entire cast of 36 acting girls and 8 crew that didnt get a dozen roses. it was quite disheartened and the my brotehr decided tonight would be his night to rub my flaws in my face. its becaquse of things like that that i stand in front of the mirror and pick myself apart fucking insecurties. *sigh* they upset my boy... because i shouldn't be insecure around him... mmm... i hate when i upset him.. id do anything to be perfect for him im dying my hair back to red... im atempting to lose weight... and its kind workin... but... i think its making me sick... shhhh dont tell him that... he'd get upset. so i ranted and raved as i intended but the truth is... im not all like RAWR anymore he sent me this message and... it was love... and awe... my day just cant be bad anymore when he does something like that he treats me like a princess i dont deserve something, someone so good