did someone hit RE-PLAY in my life? why am i never good enough. for anyone. no matter how hard i try. i cant be anything anyone wants me to be. as hard as i try. ill never be good enough. ill never live up to anyone else. or anyone elses expectations. ill never truely be loved. without being cheated. cause thats just the way things go for me. im ugly. and im fat. im stupid. and im incapable. and for one reason or another its not acceptable. ill just be cheated. ill just be ditched. and ill learn to live with it. because it'll never change for me. because its the way its always been. and probably the way it will always be. ill get used to it. just like everything else. untill it becomes a dull poke instead of a stabbing pain. it always happens. this reminds me of him. of what i feel. of what he feels. "(I Hate) Everything About You" Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don't miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you