Dear Boy. tell me why. time after time. i remain stupid. i refuse to be smart. and i fall in love with you. when i know. and you know. we both know. that all you ever do. is hurt me. I'm afraid to be alone. but the harder i try. the harder i fall. and its getting harder and harder. to get back up. why can't you love me. like all the other girls. why can't you hold me. just liek ive always wanted. why can;t you love me. the way i always end up loving you. from the bottom of my broken heart. Shea